Star Jar

spazcing:

natashashines:

I’m ready to make days with you…think about this, I feel so alive..I’ve never felt like this before..its just you, its all couse of you…don’t they know how lucky I am for having you, someone who understand, not everyone has this feeling, even they dont want it, I want it I’ve wished for it…finally dear…I never write about you,this is the first time...How come out of 6 billions people there’s someone who can feel just like me, think of love the way I do. We can shop cardigans together…drink our espresso and listening to live jazz.Its still a mistery now…I am indeed fortunate…when in fact, we’re just so poor, like artist with no manager…like van gough in old times,but I hope we would not end in agony like he did…I wonder how would you react when you read this,butthis is not a plan”

natashashines:

I’m ready to make days with you…
think about this, I feel so alive..I’ve never felt like this before..its just you, its all couse of you…don’t they know how lucky I am for having you, someone who understand, not everyone has this feeling, even they dont want it, I want it I’ve wished for it…finally dear…I never write about you,
this is the first time...

How come out of 6 billions people there’s someone who can feel just like me, think of love the way I do. We can shop cardigans together…drink our espresso and listening to live jazz.
Its still a mistery now…

I am indeed fortunate…when in fact, we’re just so poor, like artist with no manager…like van gough in old times,but I hope we would not end in agony like he did…

I wonder how would you react when you read this,but

this is not a plan”

4 months ago -

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A personal book I made to keep me motivated :)

4 months ago

natashashines:

Sometimes, I feel scared

I feel like a liarI feel like its too far

I feel like it’s not possible

I feel like I’m not able
Sometimes I feel so alone

I feel like nothing’s true

Like everything’s made up
But sometimes, I feel the air

Sometimes I think of snow angels
Sometimes I laugh

Or smile, even just for a while

Sometimes the memory is good

Sometimes he won’t break my heart

Sometimes dinner is delightful

Sometimes rain fell down

Sometimes I fell asleep

Sometimes you and me

Sometimes we’re resting, but we’re not dying

Sometimes, I just breathe

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